May 2nd

Dear Copper,

So today I had people tell me that I have white teeth, the weather is going to be nice Saturday, I look more tan, and that living with boys is hard, along with asking me how excited I am. You'd swear we were getting married soon or something.

I just still can't wrap my head around it... I know we will be husband and wife at the end of the week, but it just still hasn't really hit me yet. We are getting married. Like forever and always. Somehow those words are absolutely terrifying and thoroughly exciting at the same time. Like, for real, we are getting married. We are getting married this year in fact. More specifically, this month. Even this week. In a few days one might say. And this means we will be together for a lot of years. And even more months. And a lot of weeks. And too many days to even count... This is all really happening! You are going to be my forever-and-always husband by the end of the week!

Love,

Fox

May 1st

Dear Copper,

First of all, it's officially the month and week of our wedding. I'm not exactly sure where the time even went... it feels like just yesterday that we were sitting at the dinner table at Mike Duffy's talking about whether or not you saw yourself ever moving back to St. Louis.

That aside, I'm currently sitting alone at our house with no sound... you aren't here with the television on, you aren't here to give me a hug, you aren't here to tell me how your day was or talk with me, and it's just... quiet. And this, my dear, is exactly why I need you in my life. Without you, my life would be empty, silent, and longing for social interaction and a deep connection with another person. I know people are close to me and I have friends, but somehow I kind of feel lonely right now in this quiet house alone. Thanks for making sure I never become the sad old lady who lives alone playing the radio all the time for company, and for always making me feel loved. Can't wait to be your wife and have a built-in best friend for life... less than 6 days now!

Love,
Fox

April 30th

Dear Copper,

We're getting married exactly one week from today, and I still can't even believe it's already this soon. It seems like just yesterday we had our first date! Crazy how time flies when you're having fun. Less than one more week until I am officially your wife!

Love,

Fox

April 29th

Dear Copper,

Smooches! Muah, muah, muah! 

Love,

Fox

April 28th

Dear Copper,

I will always stress about things, and you will always remind me that most of it doesn't really matter. It's frustrating at times, but also one of the reasons I need you.

Love,

Fox